My favorite verse on Lecrae's "Anomaly"

In high school

we tried to act all tough

I remember a couple times

I couldn't back that up

Like when I ran from them vatos, scuffing up my zapatos

Scared of losing my hide

I was so embarrassed inside

If I could go back in time

I would stand and say something like

I ain't never scared, 

never scared, never scared

I'm lying, I'm scared of these thoughts in my head

I'm scared of possibly pushing people right over the ledge

When I say I pledge allegiance to the struggle

Then, I turn around and buckle

Under stress and under pressure

Bible on my dresser that can teach my pain a lesson

But I rather not address it

Address that's in depression

I'm scared if I confess it

That you gon' look at me like I'm something less

And I'm such a mess

"Fear" by Lecrae, from the "Anomaly" album